What I Have Learned
I was smoking my Angel pipe yesterday early evening with the last of my Good Stuff/Cherry blend as I listened to a beautiful music video on YouTube and all felt right with the world. I had watched some end of the world videos, just to see what others were saying. I've written about all the fears people have about so many things including a Zombie Apocalypse. But I have no such fears.
As I watched the beautiful pictures on the screen and listened to the music I was at perfect peace until a commercial came on. But when it was over my mind returned to that peaceful feeling. I have watched a lot of videos about listening and learning in regard to being quiet. I learned to listen to the quiet while living in NY. It's noisier here, but I still listen to the birds. I listen to the quiet inside. I do this while smoking my pipe.
While waiting for my wife to finish some shopping I went into a busy Spanish Cafe and ordered some coffee. Then I sat down on this comfy couch to sip my coffee. There were customers coming and going, but I didn't let anyone disturb my peace. I can find peace just sitting while waiting, because for me, being still is quiet even in a bustling mall setting.
Peace and quiet are where one finds them. And I can find peace and quiet most anywhere regardless of the interruptions and sounds. Even when I am not alone I can still my mind. I have taught myself this. Because even if not smoking a pipe I will often imagine it's what I am doing. But it seems it has only been fairly recently I have been able to do this. As I got up from that couch a woman came in and sat on it and said to me,"No wonder you were sitting here. This couch is comfy." I told her as I got up to just enjoy it.
My wife says I am overly patient. I can be but will try to keep my anxieties to myself. I was getting tired of waiting. But I've had to learn patience with a family and all. It hasn't come easy. But I feel like an old guy at times who has all the time to wait. I wanted to get back home to my pipe. But I knew my pipe would be there waiting for me. The Angel pipe has become a favorite smoking pipe lately. I feared I hadn't properly broken it in, but the more I smoke it, the better that pipe seems to be.
When I am out not smoking my pipe I want to get back home to it. And with the time change I have extra daylight hours in which to smoke. But living a peaceful life is acquired. It is something one must seek. I am still learning, but I have come a long way. Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.
Dave
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