Not Just for Me
I have watched all the YouTube vids on pipe smoking I’m going to watch. I’m not going to buy many more pipes. I have my favorite pipe tobaccos. I have been posting vids of myself almost every morning for a reason. It’s to show close friends and family I made it through the night and that I am okay. I’ve made a post in the evening the past couple of nights. I write for my wife first and then anyone else who wants to read them. I’m getting up in years and in a way my writings are diagnostic tools for my wife so she can tell how well I am doing mentally. I don’t say a whole lot except in writing and this way she can tell where my head is at. I told her that I need to do something different and she suggested a new hobby. I thought to myself that I smoke a pipe for good reason. Besides which I need my time for meditation and my pipes are tools for that. I do watch a lot of YouTube vids and try to think of a different to...