Sometimes

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 There are times I had wished myself to have thought differently about some things than I did.  I have been anti-war pretty much all my life.  I never protested against the Vietnam War, as an example, but I was one of those who chose not to serve if I could avoid doing so.  I was 17 when I graduated from high school, but in September of 1969 I registered for the draft receiving a college deferment.  But the draft was on hold until the first lottery was held in December of that year.

My number was 313 out of 366, which meant that unless an all-out war took place they would nevelr get to my number with the highest chosen was about 25.  I could have enlisted for non-combat duty, but at that time the military was not a popular option.  So, I continued with my education.  But looking back on it all these years, I have my questions occasionally about not serving, but the regrets are few and far between.

My path was destined before me.  And now looking back I am accepting of my path believing I chose wisely.  A lot of guys came back from their military experience at that time pretty messed up dudes.  And of course, some didn't come back at all.  BUT, and this is my point, my path is what it is and I am not yet finished.  If we are alive, we are not yet finished.  

I COULD have made different choices.  BUT I do not know what today, tomorrow, or next week will bring.  I try to live one day at a time one moment at a time.  Being somewhat retired I can say this.  But I can say now I made all the right choices.  It is my hope everyone can say this.  But some lives are lost due to wrong choices.  There are addictions of every kind and lives that are bound to despair.  But no one is to give up hope.  I still live with hope for a brighter tomorrow.  

It's easy to look back and wish we could do some parts over.  But living instills in us wisdom.  I am a LOT wiser now.  And it is never too late.  We go on because we choose to do so.  Life gives us that choice every moment of every single day.  I choose to smoke a pipe with no regrets about choosing to do so half a century ago.  We live because it is our choice.  Many have not made it to my age.  

I have many reminders to remind me as to why I never served in the military.  It is best I didn't.  Sometimes I wonder, but it might be best if I don't.  It is what it is and I move ahead with today.  No guilt.  No regrets.  And no second thoughts.  

We are at our condo this morning having been accepted.  So, I thank you for your time and Peace to each of you.

Dave

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