Every Life Tells a Story

 I remember being asked by someone that if they made a movie about me, who would I want to portray me in the movie.  Maybe for me it could be Bill Murray, but then really, who wouldn't want Brad Pitt or Ben Afleck to portray them if they are male?  I've been working on an autobiography for years and think about it from time to time, but I'm not an adventurer and I've not fought in any wars.  All my traveling has been mostly as a tourist.  My life is boring and if my life was portrayed in film, I'd rather it be an unknown, because in my own way it's what I always wanted to be.

I'd rather not the world know of my Spiritual birth.  In fact I grew up often wishing I could be invisible.  Maybe I finally have my wish.  I'm mostly quiet on purpose.  I think that is why I smoke a pipe.  It's a very quiet hobby.  It requires relaxation!  I really don't care whether I become known.  A lot of famous people would love to not be so famous.  But then they might be living on the streets instead.  In my own psychosis I am known, but no one knows who I am.  I am kind of like that.  

It kind of makes me a Clark Kent, but then I'm not Superman.  I just have a connection to the good Spirit world.  And THAT is my Superpower, but it's really not that different from most.  I just don't want to say more than this.  And it's why I have a difficult time being motivated to write an autobiography or think of a movie about my life.  I wrote an allegorical novel once, but hope it never sees the light of day.  I might dabble as a writer, but while I could become serious about it, I'd rather not.  

All my reading these days is keeping up with the news on my phone mostly.  I'd be lost without my phone as most anyone is if they don't have one.  In my psychosis, I have my own Superpower but I don't live there.  In fact, most of the time I don't give it much thought.  And it's not really a power I possess.  It's just my own kind of Spirituality.  It's not marketable and I can't even give it away.  I don't feel I earned it.  It's just there.  

So, no I don't want a movie of my life nor do I want to write a book about it.  I can't tell anyone how to attract Spirit Guides.  Mine came to me.  And that is more often than not.  Sometimes it takes a lack of will to live.  But why some do and some don't I can't even say.  But maybe THAT is my Superpower.  I won't let anyone reach that point--not if I can help it.  I'll do whatever is required of me.  I'd rather have that as my Superpower and I've used it more than once.  I just don't want a book or a movie about it.

This is all I'll say about it and maybe I said too much this morning.  It might seem like I'm boasting.  Just another reason.  I'm like the One Tin Soldier that rides away in the song with the same title.  Love always wins.  One can't lose with love.  But it seems like love is in short supply these days.  I do my part and my Guides do the rest.  I can look like I don't do much, but giving the world loves takes a lot of work.  There just isn't enough of it.  Sometimes it can be all that's left--like the One Tin Soldier.  I'm smoking my Peterson Sherlock Holmes pipe this morning with some Lane 1-Q while drinking my hot black coffee, which is unknown, thanks to my son.  He has some in a container here and I'll be drinking it.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave