A Little History

 I debated about posting this one this morning.  I began it yesterday.  I had to sleep on this one, but I feel good about it.  If I didnt, it would have been deleted.  What few I told about my Spirit Guides, at the beginning, didn't believe me.  This included my wife at first.  I went public with the Angels the first time about five years ago.  I had to wait that long to share their story.  It's about them and what they'll do.  I've decided what I do is channel them.  I am the conduit for them.  

I'm still a human being that claims to know how God will judge the world.  If I say all that matters is Human Life, can I be as forgiving as I say God is?  Let me put it this way, I try.  In fact this is something I've had to work on the most.  It was about forgiving unbelief.  I ha'd given up one good friend I had before because he had taken Human Life in warfare.  I have to be careful as to whom I choose as friends.  

But for most of thirty years I felt isolated and very much alone.  So, I did what I did to make up for it.  This is why my pipes are so important to me now.  They are reminders of my journey.  Much of it alone.  So, I have no fear of being alone.  I'm used to it.  I realize now just how important people are in our lives.  But my Spirit Guides wanted me to understand their importance when that time came.  I had to wait nearly 25 years for that time to come.  

But during that time I had much to learn.  It wasn't just two and a half hours but what has transpired since that time.  I devoted much of that time to wife and family.  I wondered why I had to face death twice.  It was to convince those closest to me.  I have zero fear of death and dying.  None whatsoever.  I put it all together these past coyple of months while in NY.  I had a lot of time to think about it all.

I feel I am now ready to face the world with confidence.  I don't have to worry about unbelief from anyone, even if they stopped believing me for whatever reason.  But before I did.  Almost to the point I refused to take risks with anyone.  But it began with family.  This is where it all started.  God had to give me His best.  As I said yesterday, I collected my pearls during that time.  But I live with no fears or regrets.  I did what I felt I had to do over a period of thirty years.  Even if people stopped believing me, I wont fear if they ever do.  I have no fears, but I won't handle poisonous snakes to prove my point.  I don't take risks with my life.  It's up to me to care for this body.  My Guides do the rest.

In fact, I fear nothing.  No reason for fear.  My Spirit Guides will take care of me.  I fear nothing.  Unbelief can happen, but I won't fear it if it ever does.  I AM the proof.  God can't take that from me.  I had little or no support.  But now I do.  It took two escapes from death and a lot of work to get to where I am this morning.  I am NOT Divine, but serve a Divine purpose in all I do.

So, I'll sit quietly this morning and smoke my pipe and tell God I did my very best. The last thirty years did not make me wealthy, but gave me a different kind of wealth.  I am wealthy beyond measure. My Spirit Guides are smiling this morning.  My pipe this morning is my KS7 Churchwarden pipe and my tobacco is Old Professor.  My coffee this morning is from the Blue Bottle Coffee Company.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave