Very Emotional

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 As I write this post this morning I want to share an emotional  reaction I had about my experience with the Divine.  I watched a video of the Angel coming to Mary, the mother of Jesus, and I cried like a baby.  That re-enactment really got to me in ways it never had before.  My wife says since hurricane Milton I have been very quiet.  It all came out while watching the video Friday night.  I recalled my experience and it just got to me.  I had seen this account of Mary and the Angel so many times before and it never got to me as it did the other night.  

Today as I write, I’m still emotional about it.  I took some time yesterday to watch some college football and that seemed to be a distraction I needed.  I had to get away from the emotions of my experience with the Divine, but when college football was over the emotions of the Experience continued.   I’m not as emotional as I was yesterday morning, but what I don’t understand is why I felt it as I did Friday night.  

I think at night I spend more time in reflection and then in the mornings that reflection continues.  What I don’t understand is why I was so emotional after 31 years.  My wife might have a point with Milton, but I’m not sure if that was it.  As I wrote the other day, the world is being set up for Divine Intervention and I’m thinking that maybe my Spirit is feeling movement in Heaven.  I’m thinking there is a lot going on that has an effect on my thinking.  

I have been more watchful and I’m thinking that it won’t be long.  I might have more episodes like this one I had Friday night and it might be my Spirit Guides telling me the time is short.  I told my wife that it’s not depression of any kind.  My emotions are joyful and over all I am quite joyful.  Maybe it’s a feeling of relief.  It just won’t be long before it happens.  

So, this is my thinking that we are coming to the end of the Old Order and the New is beginning.  I’m going to try to relax with my pipe this morning and try to keep my emotions in check.  My pipe this morning is my Angel pipe with Carter Hall.  My coffee this morning is Guatemalan coffee.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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