It’s All a Lie IF…

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 …if I die.  I will be here when the Messiah comes.  The only proof I have is my life.  There is no other proof.  The only thing I worry about is pain and suffering.  How much do I have to endure in order to live?  No one will harm me, but the worst pain I have ever endured was my heart attack.  I refuse to make stress have me another one.  Some people survive several.  I’m hoping that will not be the case.  

So, yes, I’m always concerned about a few extra pounds.  I’m concerned about my BP.  Another heart attack could kill me, but while it won’t, I’m not sure about the pain of another one.  My appendicitis wasn’t really painful, but I could keep nothing down.  I was again just a few minutes from death.  Even if I will not die, there is nothing to prevent the pain from almost dying.  I’ve been there twice now and wish not to go through all that again.

So, it is imperative I care for my health.  Even though no one will harm me, there is nothing preventing Satan from trying to kill me.  Of course I can’t prove any of this.  I prove it only by living.  It’s the only proof I have.  I can’t prove my Angels any other way.  I can say anything I wish and have, but I’ve decided the best proof is simply by living.  Death makes me a liar.  It’s the only thing that can prove I’ve lied.  The ONLY thing.  

I’ve decided I’ve said enough.  I did my videos for my son and have said all I’ve needed to say.  Anything more is frivolous.  All I have to do is live.  God doesn’t care HOW I live—just that I live.  That is all I have to do.  I have chosen to live a quiet peaceful life and just let my Spirit Guides work now.  I’ve done everything I’ve had to do.  I can relax now and just let them work.  All I HAVE to do is breathe.  That is all I HAVE to do.

But now my story is out there.  It has been told.  And I can just relax now.  Relaxation is good for my heart.  I feel no stress about my story any longer.  My BP is lowered when I smoke my pipe.  I’m no longer concerned about my Angels being a secret as I once did.  Very few know the fine details and I’ll keep it that way.  There is no need to say anything more about it.  

I feel as though I am fully retired and my work is now finished.  I can fully relax now not concerned about numbers any longer.  Quality matters the most.  I want these posts to be my best.  I write while smoking my pipe and when finished I relax until I have to write again.  Today it is my Boswell pipe with Lane 1-q and my coffee is from Trader Joe’s.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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