Not Deserving

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 I can feel at times that I’m not deserving of my Spirit Guides, but I did not summon them, but that they came to me.  I can think of so many ways I failed them, but at the same time I realize they saved me from myself.  But I can still think of myself as God’s worst instead of His best.  I won’t try to explain this, but this is my own secret about having been chosen.  Many are called but very few are chosen.  I was saved by Angels and not by the teachings of any person,  

This is why joining a church after the experience was such a fiasco for both me and that church and why I vowed never to join a church again.  I can’t belong to any group or religion for this reason.  I feel I can’t.  I am a religion of one.  This is the way it will always be and has been.  I simply don’t belong in a church or group.  

But some might wonder if it gets lonely in my Ivory Tower, so to speak.  Not really.  If I doubted about God’s existence or Angels I would be very lonely.  But I don’t doubt.  I can doubt events and even people, but never God and Angels.  For me, their existence is as real as the air I breathe.  

The fact is that the Messiah is coming and I will be here when He comes.  I have no proof of this, but I told my wife to put on my tombstone, he died because he lied.  I can’t prove it. But death is the only proof if I’ve lied.  I AM the only proof I have.  I’ll relax as I smoke my Czech Jirsa pipe with my Special Blend and take each day as it comes.  Today it is my Manatee coffee   Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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