I Can Get the Giggles Now

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 I can explain my giggles to no one.  I was rather stressed about not having done something my Angles said I would do.  For 31 years I thought I had to wait to do it.  But I get the giggles thinking back over 31 years realizing now I had been doing it all along.

It all came together all at once and I realized I was doing it all along.  Sometimes I just have to laugh.  I’m not laughing at the Angels.  I would never do that.  I’m laughing at myself for my doubts I had about myself.  I really thought God had made a huge mistake and He’d judge me for it.  But now I can see what He did.  

Now, I get the giggles.  All that stress is over.  I can look back over 31 years and actually giggle now.  I see now I’ve been doing it all along when many times I thought I’ve failed.  The stress was unbearable at times, but still I couldn’t explain it.  I could explain it to no one.  So much I had to keep just between my Angels and myself.  My Angels did their best and gave me people to help me cope.

But no one could help with the stress.  I can only see what my Angels did.  Often I have no idea what they are doing right now.  I’m looking back over 31 years and  for the first time I’m giggling about what they did.  I still have no idea what they are doing right now except make me giggle.  Right now they want me to see what I’ve done through them.  

I deserve the giggles now.  I’ve earned the right to just giggle.  And I do it all while smoking my pipe.  I can see now why they didn’t take it from me.  I can see now so much of what they told me.  They knew how human I am and they didn’t take my humanity from me.  When I think about it all I can’t help but giggle.  

No one needs to know why now.  That’s between my Angels and myself.  No one needs my stresses.  I can take it from others, but not give it.  The Angels knew I’d get it right and it would take time for me to realize it.  I had no idea I’d wait this long but now I understand and I can’t help but giggle.  It’s not all gone but most of it is.  I’m not laughing yet, but at least I’m giggling.  If my wife catches me giggling it’s just best to tell her I’m just a crazy old man.  Maybe I’m not, but I have to stop taking myself so seriously.  The Angels knew I would.  That thought makes me giggle. I could never explain the giggles.  Someday they’ll explain themselves. Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave 

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