Kind Of

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 I’m kind of anti-social, but in my thinking it’s for good reason.  I’m pretty shy about my Angels.  They define who I am.  I seek to protect them as much as I can.  I’m willing to share my space, but only with a few.  Other than this I’m quiet about my Angels and it’s why I prefer solitude over many.  They say opposites attract and in my case this is very true.  

I’m attracted to outgoing people.  In this regard my wife and I are opposites.  I can force myself to be an extrovert, but this is not my nature.  I prefer a quiet life of mostly solitude.  In this day of the Internet people are either outgoing or they will be alone.  I am happiest with a mind that doesn’t think too much.  But stress can give me overload.  

I need diversions from life to keep my mind from overthinking.  This has been a problem for me for most of my life—even from a very young age.  Too many people and too much input causes my mind to overthinking most situations that do not require much thought.  But in my case stress from being around too many people can cause me to overthinking most situations way too much.

When my life is quiet so is my mind.  I have been told I hide it very well.  I’ve had to hide my thoughts and in most cases I keep them to myself.  I do not want to use people as stress relievers.  I let my Angels do that.  And I need time to myself to let the Angels work.  When I am focused on them I literally have no stresses.  It’s when I take my thoughts off my Angels that I can get into trouble.  I need time to myself or only with a few.  

I don’t need a lot of input.  And it’s been this way for 31 years.  Before that I was mostly a people user and still can be if I take my mind off my Angels.  I need distractions to take my mind off overthinking.  And after 31 years I’m still learning how to live with my Angels.  As I wait on God for the next step in my life, I’ll smoke my pipe and relax as much as possible.  This morning my pipe is my Peterson Churchwarden pipe and my tobacco is my Autumn Evening.  My coffee comes from Sprouts but not sure which blend it is.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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