A Policy

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Long ago I chose not to attend funerals unless it was imperative that I be there.  It was imperative for me to attend one today.  Unless there is a tragedy funerals these days celebrate a life instead of mourning.  But this evening it is all over and there is a sense of relief and joy in the family.  It’s not about believing but more about knowing.  

I almost want to write a eulogy here, but I’ll spare you the details.  It is a life of honor we celebrate today.  And his honor continues in  the lives of his family.  I had to wipe some tears as I think of his legacy.  It goes on.  And life goes on.  I have my reasons for not attending funerals, but those reasons are mostly personal to my family and myself.  

If I were to worry about my own demise I would state emphatically I am worried.  But my beliefs are tied to my experience with Angels and fear no one would understand.  There is much my Angels told me that I have shared with very few apart from close friends and family.  No one else needs to know the secrets I claim to know.  

I have stated in this blog all anyone needs to know right now.  If I felt others need to know I would feel differently.  All I need to say is that the Messiah is coming and I will see Him arrive.  This is about all I need to say.  This is why apart from worries the world has for me I have no fears.  If I feared death I would be a different person.  But having faced death multiple times it is not something I fear.

But I have worries about others, but I also know I have no control over it.  I can’t concern myself about that which I have no control.  This is partly why I smoke a pipe because doing helps keep me calm.  This evening I am smoking my Peterson Sherlock Holmes pipe with some Bayou Night.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Papa Chasteen

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