Just Thinking this Morning

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Fifty years of marriage to the same woman has taught me a lot about love.  Intimacy is about sharing a life together.  Love isn’t about sex.  It’s about the other person.  Love starts with family and spreads from there.  I have enough love for myself and others.  And it’s just not about intimacy. It’s about caring and about just being there.  God puts people in our lives for a reason.

My reason might be different from most because of my Angels.  Sometimes I think I underestimate my Angels.  But when I am connected Spiritually through meditation there isn’t anything they can’t do.  They are not only Peace and love but they are light.  I have a sweatshirt from Oxford University in London that says as its motto with an open Bible that says God Illumines Me in Latin.  

This is how I feel about myself.  But my Angels aren’t just limited to me but also to those around me.  I wish I could explain how they work but no matter how I try to explain them, I can’t.  My wife just accepts them.  She has seen them work.   I’m not sure anything surprises her any longer because of all she has witnessed.  

But my Angels still surprise me at times.  It’s when I underestimate them.  They work behind the scenes.  I sit smoking my pipe and meditate and just wait for them to surprise me and often they do.  Today it is my Dunhill pipe with some Captain Black Original.  My coffee this morning is Cameron’s coffee.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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