Enough Confidence

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 I am not an influencer, but I have enough confidence in my Angels not to worry about it.  I had another post written for this morning, but I deleted it.  I am to just sit quietly and wait.  If God needs my voice for something I will know.  This is my quiet confidence.  I have the luxury to sit quietly and wait or I’d just be spinning my wheels.  I can’t make something just happen.  I’ve been there before and it almost drove me bananas.

I had to learn.  And I think I have.  I work on my Angels one person at a time.  I focus first on family then expand outward whenever I find the opportunity to do so.  I learn by focusing on a few and not very many.  But it seems God always gives me a few at a time to work on.  

I thought after my experience with my Angels, God was asking me to be an influencer.  This is not the case.  Only a handful of people read this blog and after a number of years, I realize I do it mostly for myself.  But I am not to panic.  I do what I can and simply move on unless God has other plans.  I am to focus on Love and Peace and really not much else.  I proclaim to only a few we are living in the last days and that I need to listen and be informed. but I am not to involve myself to much of this world.  

I have had to learn as I go along, but really it is a gradual learning process and not leaps and bounds.  But for me, it is important I don’t lose my sense of humor and remember I still have to live in this world.  But the Angels didn’t leave me much with which I can influence others.  The process has been painful at times, but I’ve grown with every step I have taken.  

This blog isn’t for the masses, but only for a few.  I am to listen, share when I can, and sit quietly until God gives me the next step.  I am not to take it on my own.  So, this is why in part, I smoke a pipe.  It helps keep me calm in an otherwise chaotic world.  I am to be separate from all that.  This morning, I am smoking my Boswell pipe with some Bayou Night.  My coffee this morning is Cameron’s.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Papa Chasteen

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