I Can’t Forget

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I spend a lot of quiet time on my Angels.  Doing so gives me comfort in a crazy world.  The less I am around people the happier I am.  But I meditate on my Angels and the things they said to me.  I can’t forget.  What good am I if I forget?  The 32nd anniversary of my Angels will be in a few days.  I get pretty emotional during that time.  I remember how the Angels made me feel.  

And sometimes that feeling comes over me quite unexpectedly at times.  They never let me forget and along life’s way they’ve given me reminders.  I have  to remember that Jesus died for every single sin but the intentional taking of Human Life including our own.  This is why balance is so important to me.  I can’t get too down and I must control my anger and my hatred.  

This theology doesn’t let me do as I please.   Laws have consequences.  And I will help prepare the way with Peace and Love.  But this is just for me from my Angels.  I am their representative in all I do.  Sometimes I think God made a mistake by choosing me.  But I do my best.  I am to be an example, but sometimes I think I am a rather poor example.  But I do my best.  

And I’m at my best by being quiet and away from people in general.  This is why I spend a lot of time smoking my pipe and being by myself.  My pipe this morning is my Dunhill with some Cornell and Diehl Cordial.  My coffee is Mexican Laja coffee.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Papa Chasteen

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