An Open Apology

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 I woke early this morning knowing this post was in my mind.  I had to wait until the timing was right.  I have lived my life for the past 32 years to make a point.  And I apologize to those I have offended during this time.  There was a method to my madness.  The point I had to make was God’s forgiveness regardless of whom I have offended.  The point is that God forgives all sins except for the sins of intentionally taking a human life including that of one’s own.   I have lived my life in such a way to prove a point and I apologize to those whom I have offended making this point.

I put my phone down yesterday and took off my watch so my conversations with God would not be interrupted.  But why now?  Because I believe my time in this world is not much longer.  I wasn’t sure how I would prove this point, but it seems God knew I would without going too far.  I went just far enough and feel now I have lived in such a way to prove the point as far as I can.  

The fact is, I knew no religion would accept such a theology so I shared my path with no one.  It was of my own making with Spiritual guidance.  I believe God’s judgment is nigh.  He will ask only one question of each of us and that pertains to the intentional taking of any human life intentionally.  He will overlook all other sins.  I have lived my life in such a way to prove this point sometimes going so far to offend others.  But I had to prove the point.

Some might say such a way of thinking is my own making.  I assure anyone it is NOT my own making.  Such a theology came from God himself.  He knew I would go far enough but never so far I couldn’t live with myself.  I apologize to anyone who believes I went too far.  I always went far enough but never too far.  I knew I would ruin it all if I went too far.  

But being a Libertine in my thinking was God’s doing not mine.  I believe the time is short.  I am a character from the Bible but I won’t go so far to say which one.  I never knew this until 1993 and then the pieces fell into place and I understood my life from the beginning.  I serve a Divine purpose and need to get this off my chest.  In proving a point I may have gone too far and if I did I apologize.  

God knew I’d do it right.  But many may not understand.  How do I live such a theology without going too far?  This is a question I asked myself constantly.  Going too far could have cost me my life.  But I’ve lived to prove this point and feel I no longer have to prove a point.  I no longer have to prove it but continue to state it.  God simply cares most about Human Life especially when it comes to mine.  He said no one would harm me and I will not die.  But my time now is short on this earth and I need to apologize to anyone I offended just to prove a point.  It is no longer necessary for me to live just to prove a point.  I can wait for Him to remove me from this world.  I will not die nor will I take a life including my own.  I feel my work for my Angels is just about over as it is just a matter of time.  While I wait I will smoke my pipe and meditate.  My pipe this morning is my Angel pipe by Nording.  Thank you for your time and Peace and Love to each one of you.

Papa Chasteen

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