Just a Note

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 I stared at a blank page before writing for about ten minutes wondering what to say this morning, if anything.  I’m still not sure what to write about this morning I haven’t said in a thousand posts.  As the preacher asks in the Bible , is there anything new under the sun?  Do I have anything new this morning?  Probably not.  

I told someone that I feared being alone in my old age.  This birthday has hit me hard.  Not sure why I fear turning 74.  I have few complaints.  So, I’m not going to complain about getting older.  74 is just a number.  My knee is still a little sore.  But apart from this I have no complaints.  I’m far from lonely.  Even though I spend a lot of time by myself I find staying out of the way is beneficial to all.  

I’m far from lonely.  But being alone is a fear we have as get older.  Everyone wants to believe they are relevant.  I don’t have to write.  But I find writing helps keep me occupied.  And I feel my Angels are always relevant.  If nothing else I could say today is the day the Messiah comes back.  But I’ve said this at least to myself every day for about 25 years and I have yet to be right.  But some day I will be right.  

But now I’ve said it.  So, what else is new?  I decided to smoke my second pipe today—my Rosedale pipe.  I bought this pipe at Rosedale Mall in Rosedale, Minnesota.  I believe the year was 1976.  It’s still one of my favorite pipes and has held up well over the years.  My tobacco is Bayou Night.  My coffee is Joe from Trader Joe’s.  That’s about all I need to say this morning.  Thank you for your time and Peace to each one of you.

Dave

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